December 2012

Dear Bloggie, 

I am already at Japan at the moment. 

After taking a long flight from KUL to Osaka Kansai International Airport , I feel extremely tired because I could not rest in the flight due to the limited space in the flight. After reaching  Kansai Airport, I undergo a super strict custom in order to prevent terrorism in Japan. Well I kinda understand that situation. After coming out from the Airport, I went to JR West counter and bought the Haruka Express ticket to Shin Osaka Station ( 2470 Yen for a single ride ). Upon reaching Shin Osaka Station I went to the Shinkansen counter and bought a ticket for Sakura express to Kagoshima Chuo Station. Its a excited ride for me as I am doing everything alone. I think the space inside the shinkansen ride is much bigger compare to that MAS flight. MAS flight really need to improve their services. I would much prefer Air Asia if like this. At least the food in Air Asia is much better compare to MAS. Upon reaching Kagoshima, I spend the rest of my day eating and then rest . I think that is all for yesterday. 

Today I am a good mood to explore the place around me. I know how to use the city tram already now. Its not so hard but the first time its going to be a little hard for me. Anyway, I am glad that I know the route map for the city tram. 160 Yen per ride. I spend my day walking around at Amu Plaza located next to Kagoshima Chuo Station (the main terminal for the city). I saw many stuff that is very cute but tell myself not to buy it first because I don't wanna make my luggage heavier. I am so tired carrying the heavy luggage. I ate tamago for and takoyaki for lunch today. Could not finished it. I guess its too much (actually its just very little). Tonight I am going to take another tram to Kishaba and have a small gathering dinner with the senior that is currently studying in Kagoshima University. Hope everything goes smoothly ^.^ 

Life

Dear Blog, 
I am here just to express out some of my feelings. I am feeling burdened inside my heart. No one seems to understand how I feel. What does most of the people tell me always is just Don't be sad. It doesn't seem to be helping at all. The pouring rain outside is just like the condition I am experiencing right now. I am trying my best to endure everything. Its not easy for me to overcome all this problem. Everyone has their own problem too isn't it ? What a world. But I know that human makes mistake all the time. Its not the first time for me too. 
30th November is coming soon. I will be leaving to Japan soon. There's so much to prepare and I think my preparation is almost done. I hope I am prepare well for all the winter clothes, medication, shoes and all the basic needs that I need. I need to cope with the winter season soon. I need to shape up myself too. Right now in the list that I need to settle by tomorrow is ;
1) Universal adapter
2) A pair of shoes 
3) Hat (maybe) 

Am going to do a final check list on this Thursday. 
That's all for the moment . Logging off. 

Happy Holiday to all the students in Malaysia. They are going to experience holiday for almost 2 months. Personally I think, most of the students should spend the time well so that no time is wasted. 2 months is really a long time. As for me, I am still waiting for the offer letter from X University. I had my breakfast with my family today at a Dim Sum restaurant. Had a wonderful breakfast. I am still looking for my suitable degree course. The result for semester 5 came out already. Overall the result is okay just for a subject which is known as food processing and marketing for aquatic products. Ugggh. I am really not into this subject but I have to force myself to study for this subject. In the end, the result is just average. I already tried my best. The marketing part was easy but not so easy. I have no idea about what I am saying too. I have no interest in this subject at all.  What to do... We cannot choose the subjects that we want to study. Totally different with US education system. I wish that the Malaysia Government will look into this matter soon (although I have no idea when it is going to happen). I have to start packing for my luggage soon! Will have updates soon :D 

Semester break. Semester break. 
Been looking on the internet whole day thinking about what course and where to further my studies. 
There's so much to think. Will look into an education consultant as soon as possible to seek further assistance. 
At the moment I am still waiting for the acceptance letter from X University. 
Please do let me have it as soon as possible. I want to settle my study visa as soon as possible. After that I can start planning on what to bring and pack my luggage well. 
I don't like the rushing moment of doing everything and totally against procrastination. 
Semester 6... Here I come... 
There's so much to do. I still have 24 days to go which is approximately 3 weeks ... 
I am thinking hardly where I want to proceed with my degree course. 
Although I might be slowly than others but I still think that I am in the right path towards my goal career. I want to earn as much money as I can so that I can repay for everything that my parents had done to me. 
The luggage allowance at the moment is 20 kg??? 
How am I suppose to pack my luggage at 20 kg. Well after thinking it deeply. I have to be super smart in packing my luggage. 
Education. Education. Education. 
What am I suppose to do >_<
Please do give me a guidance. 
PS: Tomorrow is a new day! Begin my search again :D 

End of my semester 5 life...

Its been a while. I did not update all the post at my blog for such a long time. I have been really busy for such a long time. Assignments, test, final exams and internship. I am still waiting for my internship acceptance letter. Hopefully I am going to get it soon. 
I am going to update the details of my internship soon. The final exam this year is stress. I really hope that I can get a good result. I want to graduate with flying colors! 
During all my study life in Terengganu. Hmmm now should I said about it. I used to think that there is still so much to do my studies life. Right now I had already end my pre-U. I have to start thinking for degree life. I am still thinking what course that I really want to take for my degree . There's so much to do and so much to think. Right now I have to start preparing for my internship. I am going to pack whatever things that I need so that I won't face any difficulties later on. Well catch up soon dear bloggie. 

September 2012

Dear all, sorry for not posting for such a long time. 
I totally forget everything about my beloved blog. 
Recently I finished my fish breeding test 1, Navy and Seamanship test 1, Food processing test 1, submit my field trip report, submit the hatchery project report, done all the lab report for food processing. Currently I am busy with Lab 4 Aquatic Ecology, Diversity of Plankton. It is actually easy but there's so much to understand and do. And of course, I am the one who is taking the hardest part of the lab report. 

By the end of October, I will be going to my hometown and be prepared for my internship. My internship is still in progress. So I can't say much about that. I just pray that everything goes smoothly. 

Right now, I have 4 lab to be submit, 1 assignment for marketing , 3 test going on which is 
1) Fish Breeding Test 2 = 12.9.2012
2) Marketing Test 2 = 17.9.2012
3) Ecology Aquatic Test 2 = 20.9.2012

I am going to study for my test and finish my assignment according to the dateline. 
Currently I am doing my Ecology Aquatic test. 

I received my BB concert shirt and of course the Wonder Girls Lightstick soon too. I want to prepare my dinner dress as well.
What am I going to wear soon? Well its a secret. I hope to keep it secret till the end of the day. Hahahaha...

Right now, I have so much to do and so little time. 
Hwaiting Peggy! 

Month of August

Dear bloggie, its already the eighth month of the year. With a blink of eye, its already coming to and end ... I am going to be 21 years old soon. Studying the fifth semester of my diploma course now. I am going to graduate soon ^.^ 

The final semester will be my INTERNSHIP semester. Its going to be headache moment because there's so much to prepare and so much to do. I also have to be prepare mentally and physically. I hope that I am going to be accepted to the places that I want. I am done with 3 test at the moment which is Aquatic Food Processing, Biak baka and also Ecology Aquatic. 

I hope that I can maintain a good result for the fifth and the final semester. I am going to study accordingly and try my best to understand what the lecturer is trying to teach. I find its really hard to understand the subject especially Navigational... I am kinda blur in this subject. But as for the navigational instrument it is still okay... 

I am going to keep an update on my process of rearing freshwater river prawn. Currently both of the prawn brood stock had already hatched their eggs. Approximately 80 000 of the eggs that I have now but I am not sure how many eggs are left now. I hope that all of them are growing positively and the mortality of the eggs are less compare to the normal conditions. Praying hard for it :) 

I am going to finish all this things in this 2 weeks:

a) FIS2701 Assignment (Visiting factories)

b) BIO2401 (Ecology Aquatic) Assignment 

c) Study Navy Test 1 

d) Field Trip report

Thats all I can think for the moment hahaha... All The Best :)

Aquaculture Project (Udang Galah)

In my very final semester before leaving for internship next year, I am having one aquaculture project this semester. Its all about udang galah or also known Giant River Prawn.

My group name is : Prawn Enterprise SDN.BHD which consist of 5 members. 

This company was established on 10th June 1012. The location of our aquaculture project is at Kompleks Hatcheri, FPAI (Fakulti Perikanan dan Akua-Industri), Universiti Malaysia Terengganu. 

They are:

CHAI PEG KEE (Me, Myself)

NUR IZZAYANI BINTI ZAINUDDIN

MUHAMMAD IKHWAN BIN MD DIAH

NORSYAFIQAH BINTI MOHAMAD SOFI

MUHAMMAD AZNIL BIN ADNAN

For the previous semester, we had an aquaculture project about CATFISH which is known as IKAN KELI in Malay. This course which is known as PRAKTIKAL AKUAKULTUR II. We hope to learn more about the aquaculture on how to produce more giant river prawn. We are distributed in 10 groups and my group is the fifth group out of the 10 groups. We have to prepare a PROPOSAL and a PRESENTATION. The proposal was the first thing that we had done before proceeding with the other task. We had presentation too. In this presentation we have to state out all the related information about our aquaculture project. Various of comments was made and this are all helpful for my group. As a conclusion, we hope that the aquaculture project is going to bring us a lot of fortune this time. 

We did our presentation on the 9th July 2012. On the 20th June 2012, we cleaned all the fiber tank that are needed in this aquaculture project. A black color tank was provided to all the groups. The tank can store about 1000 liter of water. Before storing in the giant river prawn, we need to disinfect the fiber tank with the anti chlorine powder to kill all the bacteria. After that, we placed the tank in upright position :)

At the moment my group has 2 induk betina udang galah. The eggs of the giant river prawn is orange. 

The female parent of the giant river prawn that has the brown-orange eggs is the best stage to reproduce. After the female parents release the eggs, it will be placed into another holding tank which is also known as Tangki Induk. 

After 3 days, the giant river prawn  hatchlings will be feed by using Artemia nauplii.  Total Artemia given is based on estimation. Artemia will be given in the morning and evening. At this stage, the salinity of water maintained at 17 ppt. Artemia given must be enough. If the provided Artemia is sufficient, the head of the hatchlings will be red color. On the other hand, if the amount of Artemia is not enough, the head of the hatchlings will be transparent color. This is when you have to add in the amount of artemia to prevent starvation. 

After two weeks, we will be feeding the prawns with egg custard. At this moment, Artemia still can be given in the morning and the egg custard will be given in the evening. After 3 days, we can feed the prawns completely with egg custard in the morning and evening. 

After 30 days, the hatchlings will then grow into the post larvae stage (PL). This can be identified with the shrimps swim to front and stick to the wall of the fiber tank. When the shrimps reaches this level. the water salinity will be changed to 0 ppt gradually to avoid shock. 

Well, GOOD LUCK PRAWN ENTERPRISE SDN.BHD! 

We have to make it and score well! 

Knot Test Day

Hola Hola! 

Another new day again. Waking UP early in the morning due to MR Cockroach >.<
I beg you . Please do not disturb my life anymore. I am so so scare of you. Although I am scare of you, but still I am gathering all my COURAGE to face you. 
After drinking my SHAKE, I am starting another new day again :)
I start off my day with the KNOT TEST. I was really scare but I believe that I can actually overcome it no matter what. Dear Peggy Chai, believe that you can do it ^.^
The knot test going smoothly for me but IT WAS A CRAZY MOMENT inside the test room. My dear Bestie is been emotionally harassed. I feel sorry for her but I can't do much because I am just a normal student compare to the staff. He is really over and extremely disrespectful towards all the girls in UMT (Universiti Malaysia Terengganu). This is the worst staff ever I had ever seen in my university. I just want to explain that everyone has to respect each another even if you hate he/she. 
I am going to my field trip soon visiting KEDAH, PENANG and KUANTAN. I will be looking forward for this trip. Hopefully it is going to be a beneficial and memorable trip. I will pack my luggage tomorrow late afternoon before departing from UMT on Tuesday night. 
Will update on the trip after I am back from the field trip! 
I am going to have my first test of the semester on the 29th JULY 2012. I will start study from now so that I will not be rush in the day later. 
Alright dear Blog, 
Signing off first. Love from Peggy :) 
Peace. 

My Love Story

My Love Story. Everyone does have their love story isn't it ? I don't hope for everything. Perfect guys, rich want, handsome, muscular . All this are the facts that all the girls aim in their life isn't it? But what do I actually wanted in my life? Sometimes I used to think that I might be too young for this. But when I rethink, how long am I going to avoid this??? I constantly ask myself about this matter and I finally took up the courage to face this matter. I am in love with him. I know I love him. I am not going to expose anything nor keep it mysteriously. I just want to be with him deeply in my heart. Although there might be a lot of challenge now but I am sure we are definitely going to get through it someday. Its hard but nothing is impossible. I just have to have faith in myself and believe in him too. I am currently listening to the song Wake Me Up When September Ends. This song really inspire me a lot. What makes me so interested in him? Nothing seems interesting about him actually. I also don't know how to explain it to myself and him too most of the times. I only know that in my life I am happy with him and I want to spend the rest of my life with him too. But I know that most of the people is going to say that it is too early to plan for everything. I do agree with this point too but I am not going to deny it that future is really important. What am I going to do in the rest of my life with him ? I can picture all of this. Thank you my beloved for believing in me. I am going to have faith in myself to do my best in everything so that I will succeed someday. Same goes to you too! we must do our best in achieving our dreams. I am waiting for the day to come. Always Love you only from my heart <3 Love you C.P.T :)

Weekend Here I Come

Dear Blog, its weekend again.... Today I wake up kinda late because I receive the wrong information regarding the lab session.... I was so rush but I am amazed at myself because I was able to shower, arrange my bed and put on my face toner and pimple cream... HAHA... Today lab session was pretty tired. We were doing sampling around the campus area. From the lab we went to the pond nearby the hatchery... After that we went to the Megabang Telipot Bridge and the last destination will be the beach. Spending about 2 hours outside collecting the sample makes me hungrier and more tired. I did not get to have my breakfast :X I miss my shake hahahaha... This weekend I have quite a lot of things to do. First is all the three lab report for the Food Process and then there is one more report for the Aquatic Ecology. And then this Sunday I have to go back to the lab and collect the result for the sampling and then later on I will have another three days to complete the report. I am going to divide the report into several section. I still have four more days before my MUET exam at SMK Manir. Hopefully everything is going to be smooth. I will concentrate and paid full attention during the test. I am going to work hard and hope that I have a good result. I want to get into a good university for my Degree. I want to achieve my dreams and give a good life to my family. Ah! I just remember that I am going to practice the knot! I am going to HAVE A TEST! NEXT WEEK =.= They are going to test us on the twenty knots that they taught us in such a short time. I have to practice on the knot before they are going to test on us! Actually I did practice it myself last week Saturday. :D That is the reason why I remember most of the knot that they taught us last week :D Well I know that everything comes from HARD WORK :D (Not going to deny this) All the best. Love from Peggy.

Dear Bloggie, I wake up early morning today. I had lab in the early morning. Today's lab is all about preparing and cooking the fish nugget! It was tiring but yet enjoyable. Just the surimi was kinda little. We are like what??? So little of surimi~ The process of cutting the fish into smaller pieces was tiresome and yet improving my cutting skills. A tough work yet to say. Here is the picture of fish nuggest tnat I got from the internet.

(It look REALLY NICE is't it ? ) Yet I still prefer chicken nuggets than fish nugget. The taste is just different. Maybe because of the meat texture and all the ingredients. But thanks to the garlic and red onions. I feel its much tastier! Here is the picture of my groups fish nugget !

Its my group hard work and we really appreciate everything :) Just a simple fish nugget cooking experience :) Next week we are going to have another suprise! Going to improve more this time :) All the best to GROUP 5! Love from Peggy ^.^

My Birthday

Yesterday 29th June 2012 is my 20th Birthday. I am now officially 20 years old. With a blink of eye half of the year 2012 is now gone. Another new year is coming soon. I am still growing up and still continuing in achieving my dreams and work hard to be a better person and rich person ~ I want to have a good life. I want to thank everybody that wished me on my birthday. A simple message from you guys really cheer my day!

I am very happy that day :) I had my birthday cake and my parents calling me too although they are far far away from me at the moment. I miss my family and friends. I miss my beloved too. Thank you for everything. I know you are not a perfect person but you are always perfect to me ! :) But thank you GOD :) I had what I want . I had everything that is enough more than anybody else although its not big house and big car :) Just a big heart from me to thank all of you!

Thank you once again! I wish everything is going to be better from day to day. Love from Peggy.

Most Memorable Moment During The Holiday

Dear all, as what I had mentioned in the previous post I am going to talk about my most memorable moment during the last semester break. I spent my most memorable moment in Macau and Hong Kong. I went there for few days with my beloved family which is my parents and my youngest brother. My second brother did not join this trip as he is not having any holiday at the moment. What to do. Different intake and different university system >.< We took the Air Asia flight to Macau on the first day! Wake up very early in the morning because our flight is at 6.30am! We reached airport quite early. Its okay. After that we strolled around the airport and had our breakfast at Old Town White Coffee ~ The most memorable picture during my trip are :

(Took this at Hong Kong Disneyland when I sat that future car! Haha~)

(Took this at Macau outside the hotel when they have the water performance) Macau is full of colorful lights in each and every hotel or building that they have. Main reason that people went to Macau is because of gambling which I find its bore! Although I am old enough to enter but there's nothing much to do there~ The best thing I find in Macau is their FOOD!

(I love this Portuguese tart very much! Its so delicious ^.^)

(Took this picture before we are going out that day , I simply love my make up on that day! ^.^)

(Took this picture with my brother at THE PEAK :) It was not so cold but colder as it is now Summer in Hong Kong. I enjoyed the cool weather there but dislike the haze condition! It is so hard to see the night view on that night due to the blurry mode .__. )

(My first meal in Macau is the Japanese buffet! I adore this California roll! It was simple and yet delicious ^.^)

(This is the souvenirs that we got for our brother~ The Magical coin from Disneyland. He simply loved it ! ^.^)

(The show in Dream City! I love this 4-D effect~ Its nice ~ Do watch this show in Dream City in Macau!)

(This is how they sell the fresh seafood at the Sai Kung~ Its fresh and of course CHEAP~) We had a wonderful dinner at Saikung on that night. Had fresh Mantis shrimp, abalone, mushroom, fried rice and of course the vegetable to complete our meal~ Every morning in Hong Kong I had been eating the same food which is the popular DIM SUM. I enjoyed the dim sum at Hong Kong~ Its delicious~ Overall the trip was unforgettable and wonderful. I wish I can spend more quality time with my beloved family. Thank you mummy and daddy for giving me a wonderful time during this trip! I love you all~ Love from Peggy :)

After finishing my assignment, I feel like wanting to update my blog. Didn't have much time to touch my blog ever since I am starting new semester. Wohoo~ Final semester in my diploma life before entering my internship ^.^ I am looking forward to graduate and also pretty scare. This is because I need to study extremely hard in this final semester because I need to improve my pointer! I need to do that! So Peggy~ You need to study hard. Do what you should do and what you should not do!

My birthday is coming soon :D I am kinda happy and confused actually? Happy is that I am going to be 20 soon~ Confused because I am going to old soon =.= What am I thinking actually??? I ask this question to myself a lot of times. No matter how many times I am thinking I seem can't get the answer. This make me confusing sometimes. Arrgghhhh... I am not going to care about it . Life still have to go on no matter what. Just be happy! That is how I am going to live on. Here..... I am going to show a sneak peak of my birthday cake ! Hahaha....

many thanks to my beloved :P I can't eat that much as I am going on a healthy diet now :X But a day off should be okay for me. A day off doesn't mean I can stuff anything into my dear stomach. I am just going to eat the stuff that I did not eat for some time already :D Hopefully I am going to be in a healthy condition after my healthy diet ends :) I just want a normal body. Not skinny or fat :X My dear bloggie, U know what ??? BIG BANG is going to have their ALIVE TOUR in Malaysia on the 27th October 2012!

I am looking forward to attend this concert! I hope that they are going to release the seating plan as soon as possible! I am waiting every minute for the ticket releasing. But on the other hand I am so scare that it sold out right after the ticket was released!Hopefully the ticket was not sold out for so fast just like Indonesia and Singapore! I want to have some time to think which zone are the best for me! Haha! All the best to VIP Peggy@Malaysia. After finishing my report that need to be due tomorrow, I need to think of ither things that I need to do soon. This weekend... I am going to practice all the type of rope knot again. I need to refresh myself. I know I am kinda slow in this of thing. But I did not give up. I am not going to give up! The rope knot that I need to do is like this.

I know success don't come from sitting down and waiting for it. I am going to do it since we are learning it in a huge group and the number of tutor is so limited. :) In my next post I am going to update on my semester break holiday :P Love from PEGGY :D

After looking at Xiaxue blog today. I look at myself. Plastic surgery? Does that matter to me? I know that there are always different opinion regarding this. I want to look pretty of course. But I ask myself constantly. Do I have the courage to do this? I don't think I have it. I do not want to change anything of myself. I like how she change herself and I respect her for that because its her life. We got no right to control it all. There are a lot of jealous chick in this world that look down at her. I like how she admit herself on all the nosejobs and eye surgery that she had done. As long she likes it then it should be okay. I will try myself to brush up myself and be better from day to day. I love God and my mother for giving me this natural beauty that I posses from her. I admit that I am not a beautiful girl. I just want to be myself. Looking a lot of pretty models taking pictures and post it online constantly reminds me that everyone can be pretty as well. I don't really like those make up or what we called heavy make up in order to be pretty. But I know sometimes we can't avoid it in our life. What to do ? This world is so realistic. Guys only like pretty girls isn't it ? I am glad on how my boy loves me for how I am. I love him for how he is and I know he loves me for myself and not the make up face of me. New semester begin again. There are still some students that are not coming back to Uni. Still in holiday mood I guess. Even I get lazy sometimes but I try my best not to be lazy because I do not want to delay any of my assignments and things that I should do. Alright I am going to off for Sleeping Beauty movie now haha~ Love from Peggy

Today is a tiring day for me but enjoyable. Thanks my dear cousin Vivian for bring me to Sunway Lagoon today :P Its a nice hangout with the rest of you :P ~ The age does not make a difference when we are all playing :P I know I had kinda burn some fasts today at Lagoon XD Screaming around when playing the amusement ride .... I kinda get used to screaming a lot when playing all of this. It was thrilled but enjoyable :) I love all of you. My new semester is coming soon. I have to get ready for so many things. MUET Exam , Internship preparation and also final exam (although is still far but yet not far). I want to graduate with flying color . All the best to me. I am going to update about Hong Kong trip soon! ")

“Nobody deserves your tears, but whoever deserves them will not make you cry.”

Whenever I saw this quote it reminds me of myself. What is sadness? Sadness is an emotional feeling that comes with pain. Everybody is going to experience this feeling several times in their life. No one can ignore from sadness. But do we actually deserve the sadness? Well nobody deserve that but this is something that we cannot avoid in our life. The biggest indication of sadness that we had ever seen is crying isn't it ? I do cry but I learn to control my tears nowadays. I want to be a stronger person that I am always. I want to be an independent person without depending on any other people. I am going to give myself some time and regain my strength again. There are many factors that contribute to my sadness recently. They do not come from a single factor. There are many. I know I am not IRON MAN. I have to endure it no matter what. I will not lose to my very own weakness. I am going to Macau and Hong Kong in 2 days time. I start preparing my luggage already. I just want a nice vacation and forget the sadness that I endure right now. Its too pain. I feel hard to breath deep in my heart. I am crying in my heart. I am not going to cry it out. Let everything be in my heart for the moment. I am going to scream it out when I am going vacation after this 2 days. I want to take a nice rest. I feel tired talking about the same thing again and again. Disappointed and sad. Whats the point of repeating it again? I think there is no use talking because talking too much it will only be crap. I do not want to waste too much of my times doing crap or aka rubbish. I just want to spend up all my regular times doing something that really benefits me. For the next long holiday I want to take up new language class , find a part time job or brush up my English language skills. I do not want to be like now sitting at home doing nothing. I feel lifeless and tired because of sitting too much. Rest too much too will only bring me more tiredness. I want to have energy to do whatever that I like. I know that my mother can gives me money but I also want to have the experience of facing people and of course gain more experience in life. Working experience is extremely important when you are going to apply job in the future. Hwaiting Peggy! I know you can do it~ ^.^

Listening to Ayumi Hamasaki Dearest at the moment. Heart fill with rain splashing. I do not know how to express myself at the moment. Just seem to be a little bit moody at the moment. Am I really a person that is really hard to understand. I think deeply sometimes. Just like a white piece of cloth isn't it ? No answer for everything. What I always wanted? This is one the reason why I need to work really hard to earn money so that I can give myself happiness without considering other people. I am glad that i have the attitude of independent. I hope that there will someone who understand what I wants and what I am thinking sometimes. I do not want to be the person who always speak up my mind. I get tired sometimes. Just like a tired person who came back home after working for super long hours. All the best to myself Peggy. I will somehow figure it out.

Today is Sunday. Basically is the first day of the week. Looking around all the time without knowing what to do. I only can use a word to describe myself which is I am BORED. I don't know what should I do at the moment. I only know that I am really bored at the moment. I can choose to do housework ( I had done it in the morning), Listen Music (I am doing it at the moment), watch movie (I already did that just now), online (I am now)~ I prefer to get myself bunch of works to do. I am going to take MUET exam in July. Have to brush up my English proficiency now. I love holidays but too much of holidays demotivate me. I feel like a bird staying in a cage doing nothing. Even when my parents are at home with me I am still staying at home too. Even shopping make peoples bored after doing it for a long time. I want to spend my time doing something quality and beneficial for myself too. I am going to pack my luggage soon. Perhaps 2 days before the vacation. Maybe on Tuesday. Two days from now. I have to set a list of things that I am going to bring. This is to avoid forgetting some important stuff. Most important of all is my beloved passport :) HAHA~ I want to read story book later. I can read again all the story book that I bought last time . Haha~ I still want to expand my story book collection :) Reading is knowledge. ALL THE BEST PEGGY :)

Dear Bloggie. I wake up kinda late today. I dunno why I am sleeping in such long hours everyday. After waking up my brother at 6.15am help him to get ready I sleep again after that. I didn't know it was 12pm when I wake up again. I am going to Hong Kong and Macau next week Friday as a part of my vacation during this semester break. Its good to take some vacation :) I am going to spend some quality time with my family there. My second brother is not going to follow us on this trip as he is attending college at the moment and not having semester break at the same time. I look through the website on some beautiful shoes today. I find it very nice and hope that I am going to have it too! Haha~ I have to admit that I am a shoes lover. A beautiful pair of shoes shows how great the world is going to be. When I have money next time I want to buy as many pair of shoes that I can afford. On the afternoon I watched the movie Herbie Fully Loaded. This remind me of the Beetle car that I want to buy too. Haha. I am such a greedy person. There are many things that I want to buy. I will work hard to achieve my dreams and buy the things that I want. ALL THE BEST PEGGY! Tonight dinner is really nice. There are many dishes. Thank you mother for cooking such delicious food for us. I am extremely grateful for everything that you had done for us. Love my family very much. Love my babe too :) All the best everyone. Love from Peggy ^_^

New day again in the week. After the celebration of Mothers' Day it was another new week. I wake up in the morning doing the same thing as usual. Have breakfast with my parents and also my elder cousin sister. After that I am back home again. Contacted the TM today to restart my wifi station. I will tell my brother not to keep off the modem as to prevent the modem from hang. Whenever it is hang all I can do is to call to TM service and ask them to refresh the modem station. The world the world. Why is everyone seems to be doing the bad thing? I know human nature is do to bad things sometimes. But ? If its an accident/ with no intention then its okay. But what if the people are doing it with the bad intention? If you say that you have no money and really needs help you can choose to seek help from people. Why are you using the fast way by taking people's property? And one more. The people that are actually wealthy please do not be so stingy. I know that you are rich but please do remember money is not everything. If we have anything that is worth to help then we should help but not being greedy all the time and only think of yourself! I hope that there are human that will actually learn from mistake before its too late. Even if you have the intention to change its better than nothing isn't it? From all this I learn to be more careful. I am going to try my best to help anyone that I can. All the best ~ Love from Peggy.

Happy Mothers' Day

13th May 2012 is a very memorable day to all the mothers in this world. Why do I say so? Its Mothers Day~

I want to wish all the mothers in this world Happy Mothers' Day. Thank you for everything that you had done to all your child. Thank you my mother . Thank you for everything that you had done for me. I appreciate everything that you had done for me. The most important is thank you for born me into this world. I know I might be a stubborn girl sometimes but I am growing up year by year and I start to realize how immature I am last time. I promise you that I will make you proud ! I want to graduate with good results and make you proud of me. I want to let you to have a good times in the future. I want you to rest more in the future and do not have to worry about finance stuff. I know you work really hard to let all your child to get good education. I did not waste all the money that you had invested in me. Thank you very very much deeply from my heart. I am sad whenever I see you sad. I am hurt whenever I see you hurt. You are just like another part of my soul mate mother. I really love you very much. Although you are very fierce to me but I know that you are actually very good to me. I realize why you scold me. I know that you will accept all the things that I am saying in the future once you really understand it. Times will proof everything. Last but not least. I love you very much mother. Not only one mother that I have. I want to thank all the mother that I have :) Everyone ~ Appreciate your mother when she is still in this world. Love from Peggy.

Holiday Holiday and Holiday? Who loves Holiday? Everybody does! Haha~ Even I myself loves it ! Nothing is better than holiday. However too much of holiday is boring sometimes. I myself also do not know what to do during holiday. Trying my best to find things to do. Cleaning house, teaching brother assignments and homework, learn new cooking style! Thats some of my aim during this holiday :D I want to learn how to be a better person! haha! Not learning exactly~ Just improving on myself. I am going to finish up all my storybook. I just got much interest to watch Twilight recently. Found out that the main character Edward was really handsome ~ Haha~

I am definitely going to watch that soon~ although I am so outdated right now about this movie :P hehe~~ I am going to update about my holiday plans soon~ All the best! Love from Peggy ^.^

Dear Bloggie, Today I had been researching quite a number of universities that I am going to pursue my degree course next year. There are not much University that offer the course that I want to study. Even there are, the chances/possibilities that I can get in is quite low. But this doesn't mean that I am going to give up. I want to try my best to get into the university that I want. I am going to take my MUET exam this upcoming July. I want to get at least band 4. I am going to brush up my English for the one month time before starting new semester. Although the function of MUET is only to get into Malaysian Public University, but I still hope that I am going to get a good result too. With a blink of eye I am going to finish my PRE-U studies soon. 2 years time had pass. I am already 20 now. I still remember the very first day that I enter University. Everything was so awkward and funny. I did not learn much about surviving in a different environment as I had experienced this during my high school life. I think that University life is a life that we are going to apply all the skill that we had already learned in high school. But what do I see is different from what I used to think. In University, you get to see different of people from different background. Everyone is having their own problem and of course everyone is minding their own business. Even if I try to help, there are not much people that are appreciating everything you are going to help them. All the best is just do your own thing and mind your own business. I still neglect that concept. If I can help,I am going to help. I try my best to fit into different kind of environments and eventually build up friendship with certain people. My dear best friend in University, I always appreciate everything that we share together. Although we are from different background, races, religion and culture that doesn't stop us from being good friend ^__^ Semester 5 is coming soon. I have to study extremely hard this semester because I have to maintain my pointer in order to continue my studies. I have to come up with a good timetable that I can follow up and organize myself. I am going to leave up all the activities related to University club since I have been active in all the universities for 2 years. I think its time for me to give up everything and concentrate on my final year. Wow. Me PEGGY CHAI being final year student in Uni right now. HAHA~

I have to work hard to graduate with a good result! Happy FLYING COLORS~ I want to have a good future with a good plan. I remember my target all the time. This motivate me to continue working for my dream. Thank you GOD for everything. I am happy that I am still alive today. I know that life is precious. I'm not going to waste everything I had in my life. My beloved, continue work hard for your future too :) We do not know what is going on at future. There is no reason on not doing anything although sometimes we have to endure it. Life is full of obstacles. Get over it and be a better person from day to day. Love from Peggy. World Peace ^__^

Another New Day

Dear Bloggie, remembering all the history in my past life. I eventually rewind all the history in my life. I do not want to be be like any other girl that are experiencing all the problem in my life. I just want to be a normal girl that have the happy life and as what I had said I want to have a simple life. My beloved, having you in my life eventually make me happy. I start appreciating everything that I had in my life. Thanks for making me feel appreciated in my life. Having you in my life makes me happy and of course sad sometimes. I just want to be myself in front of you. I hope that you are always being yourself in front of me too. Never give up and always looking forward in doing everything. We have to be strong to be successful in our life. I know sometimes arguments do happen in our life. We do not know what is going on. Human makes mistakes sometimes and I am sure that you knows that too. Hence, we have to try our best to avoid any arguments in our life. All the best~ Love from Peggy

Everything comes from Heart

Dear bloggie, I sincerely do think that everything that we do is going to be the best if it does comes from our heart. You might not know that I actually care for you very much, but I do hope that you can know it someday. I am not saying that I want everyone to know about it but I hope that you actually knows about it. Sometimes you might feel that the world is unfair to you and all the good wants goes to me. But if you open your eyes and try to look from another point of view, a lot of people are caring and loving you. They tried to give you everything that they can. They are angry at you sometimes because you are constantly making mistake. Human are not perfect. They make mistakes sometimes. By making this mistakes, they are improving and try not to repeat the same mistake again. That is what you got to realize.I am not by your side. Definitely I am not the person that can guide you all the time but the world of endless boundaries enable us to connect with each other immediately. I hope that you are doing fine there. Learn to do everything yourself and learn how to be independent. Learn that earning money is not easy. Everything that our family haves today comes from hard work. We are not living in a luxury life without working and hard work. I appreciate everything that my mother and father can gives me but in the same time I tried my best to gain as much knowledge and experience that I can so that I can give them a better life when I am working after graduating. I want all my family members to live in a good life. A good life that are simple. What does it call my simple good life? I just want them to have enough food, shelter, clothes and all the basic needs that they ever wanted and the little bit entertainment that they wanted. Life is not simple. I have to work really hard to provide the best for my family members. All the best to me! And of course everyone that are working hard in the world! My beloved, work hard too! I know you can :) World peace. Love from Peggy ^.^

Learning to Forgive

In our life, we have to learn to forgive people that are making mistake isn't it ? In my point of view, forgiveness is the renunciation or cessation of resentment, indignation or anger as a result of offense, or any disagreement or mistake that we often face in life. Why ??? Have I ever wonder why is all this happening in our daily life? The answer is simple. This is because human often making mistake. They do not realize that they are hurting people sometimes. Forgiving someone needs a really big courage and I often wonder do I actually have to courage to do that actually. I am scare and feel betrayed often. I just want to find a mirror and reflect myself. Which one is harder? The be forgiven or to forgive someone? Does an apology actually solve all this problem? I do actually feel I am better after waking up the next day but I feel there is something strange with me. I do not want to rewind back all the problems that is going on in our life. But what happen actually ? I think GOD is fair sometimes. The things that you never thought that you want to hide but it end up appearing in your life isn't it? Life is like that. Full of challenge. Here is the list of quote that I want to share with all my friends today. - You never know what you have until you lose it forever, and once you lose it, you can never get it back. - My heart was taken by you.... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you. Thank you. - Love is like falling down... in the end you are left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever. I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again. I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I realized I'm gonna be all right without you. This is all the quotes in my heart right now. Perhaps I am in the deep deep bottom of my feeling but I feel its alright. I don't feel sad actually. I feel strong and know that all this is not going to make me another person. I am always staying by my true self all the time. This is just part and parcel of my life. I am not going to be affected by all this small matters. When I looking at myself again, I am a naif girl last time. HAHA. Growing up is really tough process and I am still going through it. Thank you GOD for letting me go through all this life learning process. I tried my best to handle my emotion well. Just give me some time to go through all this miserable stuff and I am going to be a better one . Hopefully soon. All the best everyone. Life peace and I hope that everyone is in peaceful life. Love from Peggy Chai.

April 2012

The fourth month of the Dragon year.
Right now I am listening songs while updating my blog.
I feel that there are many challenges in my life. Many obstacles that I need to go through.
My birthday is coming in 2 months time and I am officially 20 years old then.
I cannot imagine myself being 20 years old actually. Its the first time I am not a teenagers anymore. Well... I know I have to face the fact that I am in my twenties ^__^

Dear Jannice, my beloved Jimui Dear. I am going to miss you very much once you are leaving to US soon~ I hope that you can study well and adapt to the environment there. I know its going to be though for you but I know you can do it. You might look soft but you are always strong deep in your body. As your best friend, I am always here for you no matter what even though I am far from you.
Get a good result and show that you can be a successful person in the future!
About everything that is going on to you, its just part and parcel in your life and you have to go through it in your life sometimes.
I do have my difficulties sometimes but I think that is going to make us stronger!
Right now, I am always having nightmare :(
I feel pressured sleeping every night! OMG :(
I hope that I can get a nice good sleep without having nightmare.
Just let me have a peaceful sleep :(
Its so tiring sleeping like this.

KPOP is still part of my life. Its been so long isn't it listening to Korean songs. I know myself but I can't change it ~ Haha~
If you say I am only addicted a while to it I don't think so~ I have been an avid fan since I am 13 years old~
7 years being a Halyu fan :)
I am just myself .
I am going to start researching for further education again and this is the worst part. Too many choices and I have to make a wise want.
I hate choosing and making decision specially the one related to my future ! I want to be a rich girl and independent want without depending on other people that much not even my parents!
I want my family to have a good life and I want to give them all the best in the future so that they know that investing money on me is not a wasting want.
Dear family, I hope that I can give everything that I could to make all of your life better.
Dear brothers, please do study hard and do not waste money because money is not easy to earn.
And the world climate is changing rapidly now. Please stop polluting the environment.
Save everything that we could/can save !!!
Peace ^_^

FEBRUARY 2012

Dear Bloggie~ How are you recently ?
I am going to update my blog once again. Writing blog require some time but its okay. I am going to do it ~ No problem no problem. :D
February is quite a hectic and busy month for me. I am busying for exam almost the whole month. I feel very stress ~ And of course the exam still have to go on no matter what.
I am sad and angry for the exam. What is the reason that I am being angry ?
For all the time I know you are getting dean list because of this ? Why don't you just admit that you use that way ? Why must you use stupid way to achieve what you want ?
I know its hard to pass with flying colours~ I am facing hardness too but why I can do it but not you ? Must you cheat yourself like that ?
For those that are doing it too, don't think that I don't know. YES. I am talking to you~ BITCH AND FUCK UP MAN~ U know who you are ~ I am not pointing it at anyone but if you actually feel something then I am so sorry about that~

I know I don't deserve to say any bad points of anyone but I can't stand it anymore . I know that life is full of unfairness but I believe there's justice in this world. Even it does not exist also, I always believe in myself. LOL

I hope that I am going to be more relax right now.
Peace world. CHILL~
Good luck for upcoming exam! :)

Chinese New Year-Year of Dragon ♥

First of all I want to wish everyone HAPPY NEW YEAR! Sorry for the late wishes >.<
I had test on the first day of the year which was 1/1/2012. I am very very busy with all the test/exam and assignment :X
After the CNY later I still have so many test, final exam , assignment and even field trip :X
Life is hectic and I don't really like this kind of life :X
I rather have some time for myself to relax and do whatever I want.
I am going to sort out myself soon!
Healthy life ~ I want to exercise. Since the timetable of my lecture clash with my gym time I had been stop going to gym for almost 2 week~ I have to stop this bad habit. NO matter what I have to find a way to exercise as well even its at night!
I want to look fit of course :- )

This will be my inspiration! I have to work out a lot :X

I don't really have resolution this year. I just hope that I am going to be better than last year. I already set a calender at my study table and update the list of things to do everyday.
Life in semester 4 is not easy but I am looking FORWARD for SEMESTER 5!
I am going to be 3rd year senior soon~
Kinda nervous and happy though. But, our relationship with Junior is it consider close? I don't think so. I think I only know a little number of juniors from the first year.
Hope that they are not going to kill me :X [ Pardon my ignorance]
I think in semester 5 I am going to be really busy as well. :X
and of course ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT thing is I have to GET READY for my training industry ~
Its going to be 12 credit subject! Right now, I am also having an aquaculture project of rearing catfish. I don't really like catfish as it's very slimy to me. I am scare of it :0
But what to do??? I have to overcome it as well :0

[MY GOD: TRY TO LOOK AT THE CATFISH!] I am wondering why I have so much of courage to do such things :D
I am proud of myself :)
I also hope that I can score with flying colors in the exam this year .
I am paying attention to lecturer as well :x

Well that's for my new year resolution and wishes.

Now, in 2 more days Chinese New Year is coming!
The year 2012 is going to be the year of DRAGON :D
Wohoo~ So strong and big animal !

I hope that this new year celebration is not going to be that bored.
I just don't know why that they new year celebration is getting bored and bored every year. Perhaps is because I am growing up already.
OMG~! I am going to be 20 years old soon after my birthday this year :O

I will like to have a birthday cake like the picture above! Its so cute and looking so delicious! :D Totally LOVE IT! ♥♥♥♥♥



P/S: I am wishing myself an early birthday wish first :P

The Year of DRAGON is going to be better than last year! HOPE SO! :) AND IT WILL!
All the best everyone ! :)

Love the world ~ Peace ♥♥♥♥♥
Will update soon my bloggie ~ Muaks ♥♥♥♥♥