Listening to Ayumi Hamasaki Dearest at the moment. Heart fill with rain splashing. I do not know how to express myself at the moment. Just seem to be a little bit moody at the moment. Am I really a person that is really hard to understand. I think deeply sometimes. Just like a white piece of cloth isn't it ? No answer for everything. What I always wanted? This is one the reason why I need to work really hard to earn money so that I can give myself happiness without considering other people. I am glad that i have the attitude of independent. I hope that there will someone who understand what I wants and what I am thinking sometimes. I do not want to be the person who always speak up my mind. I get tired sometimes. Just like a tired person who came back home after working for super long hours. All the best to myself Peggy. I will somehow figure it out.