After looking at Xiaxue blog today. I look at myself. Plastic surgery? Does that matter to me? I know that there are always different opinion regarding this. I want to look pretty of course. But I ask myself constantly. Do I have the courage to do this? I don't think I have it. I do not want to change anything of myself. I like how she change herself and I respect her for that because its her life. We got no right to control it all. There are a lot of jealous chick in this world that look down at her. I like how she admit herself on all the nosejobs and eye surgery that she had done. As long she likes it then it should be okay. I will try myself to brush up myself and be better from day to day. I love God and my mother for giving me this natural beauty that I posses from her. I admit that I am not a beautiful girl. I just want to be myself. Looking a lot of pretty models taking pictures and post it online constantly reminds me that everyone can be pretty as well. I don't really like those make up or what we called heavy make up in order to be pretty. But I know sometimes we can't avoid it in our life. What to do ? This world is so realistic. Guys only like pretty girls isn't it ? I am glad on how my boy loves me for how I am. I love him for how he is and I know he loves me for myself and not the make up face of me. New semester begin again. There are still some students that are not coming back to Uni. Still in holiday mood I guess. Even I get lazy sometimes but I try my best not to be lazy because I do not want to delay any of my assignments and things that I should do. Alright I am going to off for Sleeping Beauty movie now haha~ Love from Peggy