Life

Dear Blog, 
I am here just to express out some of my feelings. I am feeling burdened inside my heart. No one seems to understand how I feel. What does most of the people tell me always is just Don't be sad. It doesn't seem to be helping at all. The pouring rain outside is just like the condition I am experiencing right now. I am trying my best to endure everything. Its not easy for me to overcome all this problem. Everyone has their own problem too isn't it ? What a world. But I know that human makes mistake all the time. Its not the first time for me too. 
30th November is coming soon. I will be leaving to Japan soon. There's so much to prepare and I think my preparation is almost done. I hope I am prepare well for all the winter clothes, medication, shoes and all the basic needs that I need. I need to cope with the winter season soon. I need to shape up myself too. Right now in the list that I need to settle by tomorrow is ;
1) Universal adapter
2) A pair of shoes 
3) Hat (maybe) 

Am going to do a final check list on this Thursday. 
That's all for the moment . Logging off. 

Happy Holiday to all the students in Malaysia. They are going to experience holiday for almost 2 months. Personally I think, most of the students should spend the time well so that no time is wasted. 2 months is really a long time. As for me, I am still waiting for the offer letter from X University. I had my breakfast with my family today at a Dim Sum restaurant. Had a wonderful breakfast. I am still looking for my suitable degree course. The result for semester 5 came out already. Overall the result is okay just for a subject which is known as food processing and marketing for aquatic products. Ugggh. I am really not into this subject but I have to force myself to study for this subject. In the end, the result is just average. I already tried my best. The marketing part was easy but not so easy. I have no idea about what I am saying too. I have no interest in this subject at all.  What to do... We cannot choose the subjects that we want to study. Totally different with US education system. I wish that the Malaysia Government will look into this matter soon (although I have no idea when it is going to happen). I have to start packing for my luggage soon! Will have updates soon :D 

Semester break. Semester break. 
Been looking on the internet whole day thinking about what course and where to further my studies. 
There's so much to think. Will look into an education consultant as soon as possible to seek further assistance. 
At the moment I am still waiting for the acceptance letter from X University. 
Please do let me have it as soon as possible. I want to settle my study visa as soon as possible. After that I can start planning on what to bring and pack my luggage well. 
I don't like the rushing moment of doing everything and totally against procrastination. 
Semester 6... Here I come... 
There's so much to do. I still have 24 days to go which is approximately 3 weeks ... 
I am thinking hardly where I want to proceed with my degree course. 
Although I might be slowly than others but I still think that I am in the right path towards my goal career. I want to earn as much money as I can so that I can repay for everything that my parents had done to me. 
The luggage allowance at the moment is 20 kg??? 
How am I suppose to pack my luggage at 20 kg. Well after thinking it deeply. I have to be super smart in packing my luggage. 
Education. Education. Education. 
What am I suppose to do >_<
Please do give me a guidance. 
PS: Tomorrow is a new day! Begin my search again :D