Everyone will be busy celebrating the coming new year ~ Lots of them will be excited, happy, overjoy that 2015 is finally coming to an end soon.
To be honest, I don't feel happy ending the year of 2015. There are a lot of ups and downs that happen to me this year. I have a lot of regrets on the things that I did not accomplished and at the same time I know I have to move forward and continuously to improve myself in the coming year.
There are few things that I promise myself to do in the year of 2016:
1) Spend more quality time with my family.
I know I have not been really spending time with my beloved family especially that I am now in Semenyih studying and my house is not really far (an hour and 30 min ride will do). I promised that I will fork out some time no matter what because I know all of you are really worry and care for me.
I love you all mum, dad, grandparents and cousins.
2) Spending time with my beloved.
Same time goes to my beloved. We rarely see each other and things won't be good without your full support to me all the time until now. The journey is hard but let's do this together.
3) Have a healthy lifestyle.
I am starting to get use to the lifestyle without junk food and fast food. Things are going slow but it's not bad for me. I will take in more vegetables, fruits and exercise more to live longer for myself and people around me.
Life is short and we are always thinking on how can we earn more money or gain more happiness? I realise something today. To me the warmth from the people I love and care are really important to me and I will always remember that I am full time human and a part time student. Studying in university will not be a reason that I am going to use to avoid meaningful conversation with my beloved and of course spending more quality time with them. I cried and cried if I were to think about someday the people that I care the most are going to leave me but I know this is life and I have to deal with it. Nevertheless, I am going to appreciate what I have now and be a better version of myself and not the perfect me which are not going to exist in this world.
It has been a memorable one and yet a lot of lesson learnt as a human.
Thank you for giving me this opportunities to learn and be a better version of myself.
Signing off for the year of 2015.
See yea in 2016.
Lots of love,
Peg.
