Today is a tiring day for me but enjoyable. Thanks my dear cousin Vivian for bring me to Sunway Lagoon today :P Its a nice hangout with the rest of you :P ~ The age does not make a difference when we are all playing :P I know I had kinda burn some fasts today at Lagoon XD Screaming around when playing the amusement ride .... I kinda get used to screaming a lot when playing all of this. It was thrilled but enjoyable :) I love all of you. My new semester is coming soon. I have to get ready for so many things. MUET Exam , Internship preparation and also final exam (although is still far but yet not far). I want to graduate with flying color . All the best to me. I am going to update about Hong Kong trip soon! ")

“Nobody deserves your tears, but whoever deserves them will not make you cry.”

Whenever I saw this quote it reminds me of myself. What is sadness? Sadness is an emotional feeling that comes with pain. Everybody is going to experience this feeling several times in their life. No one can ignore from sadness. But do we actually deserve the sadness? Well nobody deserve that but this is something that we cannot avoid in our life. The biggest indication of sadness that we had ever seen is crying isn't it ? I do cry but I learn to control my tears nowadays. I want to be a stronger person that I am always. I want to be an independent person without depending on any other people. I am going to give myself some time and regain my strength again. There are many factors that contribute to my sadness recently. They do not come from a single factor. There are many. I know I am not IRON MAN. I have to endure it no matter what. I will not lose to my very own weakness. I am going to Macau and Hong Kong in 2 days time. I start preparing my luggage already. I just want a nice vacation and forget the sadness that I endure right now. Its too pain. I feel hard to breath deep in my heart. I am crying in my heart. I am not going to cry it out. Let everything be in my heart for the moment. I am going to scream it out when I am going vacation after this 2 days. I want to take a nice rest. I feel tired talking about the same thing again and again. Disappointed and sad. Whats the point of repeating it again? I think there is no use talking because talking too much it will only be crap. I do not want to waste too much of my times doing crap or aka rubbish. I just want to spend up all my regular times doing something that really benefits me. For the next long holiday I want to take up new language class , find a part time job or brush up my English language skills. I do not want to be like now sitting at home doing nothing. I feel lifeless and tired because of sitting too much. Rest too much too will only bring me more tiredness. I want to have energy to do whatever that I like. I know that my mother can gives me money but I also want to have the experience of facing people and of course gain more experience in life. Working experience is extremely important when you are going to apply job in the future. Hwaiting Peggy! I know you can do it~ ^.^

Listening to Ayumi Hamasaki Dearest at the moment. Heart fill with rain splashing. I do not know how to express myself at the moment. Just seem to be a little bit moody at the moment. Am I really a person that is really hard to understand. I think deeply sometimes. Just like a white piece of cloth isn't it ? No answer for everything. What I always wanted? This is one the reason why I need to work really hard to earn money so that I can give myself happiness without considering other people. I am glad that i have the attitude of independent. I hope that there will someone who understand what I wants and what I am thinking sometimes. I do not want to be the person who always speak up my mind. I get tired sometimes. Just like a tired person who came back home after working for super long hours. All the best to myself Peggy. I will somehow figure it out.

Today is Sunday. Basically is the first day of the week. Looking around all the time without knowing what to do. I only can use a word to describe myself which is I am BORED. I don't know what should I do at the moment. I only know that I am really bored at the moment. I can choose to do housework ( I had done it in the morning), Listen Music (I am doing it at the moment), watch movie (I already did that just now), online (I am now)~ I prefer to get myself bunch of works to do. I am going to take MUET exam in July. Have to brush up my English proficiency now. I love holidays but too much of holidays demotivate me. I feel like a bird staying in a cage doing nothing. Even when my parents are at home with me I am still staying at home too. Even shopping make peoples bored after doing it for a long time. I want to spend my time doing something quality and beneficial for myself too. I am going to pack my luggage soon. Perhaps 2 days before the vacation. Maybe on Tuesday. Two days from now. I have to set a list of things that I am going to bring. This is to avoid forgetting some important stuff. Most important of all is my beloved passport :) HAHA~ I want to read story book later. I can read again all the story book that I bought last time . Haha~ I still want to expand my story book collection :) Reading is knowledge. ALL THE BEST PEGGY :)

Dear Bloggie. I wake up kinda late today. I dunno why I am sleeping in such long hours everyday. After waking up my brother at 6.15am help him to get ready I sleep again after that. I didn't know it was 12pm when I wake up again. I am going to Hong Kong and Macau next week Friday as a part of my vacation during this semester break. Its good to take some vacation :) I am going to spend some quality time with my family there. My second brother is not going to follow us on this trip as he is attending college at the moment and not having semester break at the same time. I look through the website on some beautiful shoes today. I find it very nice and hope that I am going to have it too! Haha~ I have to admit that I am a shoes lover. A beautiful pair of shoes shows how great the world is going to be. When I have money next time I want to buy as many pair of shoes that I can afford. On the afternoon I watched the movie Herbie Fully Loaded. This remind me of the Beetle car that I want to buy too. Haha. I am such a greedy person. There are many things that I want to buy. I will work hard to achieve my dreams and buy the things that I want. ALL THE BEST PEGGY! Tonight dinner is really nice. There are many dishes. Thank you mother for cooking such delicious food for us. I am extremely grateful for everything that you had done for us. Love my family very much. Love my babe too :) All the best everyone. Love from Peggy ^_^

New day again in the week. After the celebration of Mothers' Day it was another new week. I wake up in the morning doing the same thing as usual. Have breakfast with my parents and also my elder cousin sister. After that I am back home again. Contacted the TM today to restart my wifi station. I will tell my brother not to keep off the modem as to prevent the modem from hang. Whenever it is hang all I can do is to call to TM service and ask them to refresh the modem station. The world the world. Why is everyone seems to be doing the bad thing? I know human nature is do to bad things sometimes. But ? If its an accident/ with no intention then its okay. But what if the people are doing it with the bad intention? If you say that you have no money and really needs help you can choose to seek help from people. Why are you using the fast way by taking people's property? And one more. The people that are actually wealthy please do not be so stingy. I know that you are rich but please do remember money is not everything. If we have anything that is worth to help then we should help but not being greedy all the time and only think of yourself! I hope that there are human that will actually learn from mistake before its too late. Even if you have the intention to change its better than nothing isn't it? From all this I learn to be more careful. I am going to try my best to help anyone that I can. All the best ~ Love from Peggy.

Happy Mothers' Day

13th May 2012 is a very memorable day to all the mothers in this world. Why do I say so? Its Mothers Day~

I want to wish all the mothers in this world Happy Mothers' Day. Thank you for everything that you had done to all your child. Thank you my mother . Thank you for everything that you had done for me. I appreciate everything that you had done for me. The most important is thank you for born me into this world. I know I might be a stubborn girl sometimes but I am growing up year by year and I start to realize how immature I am last time. I promise you that I will make you proud ! I want to graduate with good results and make you proud of me. I want to let you to have a good times in the future. I want you to rest more in the future and do not have to worry about finance stuff. I know you work really hard to let all your child to get good education. I did not waste all the money that you had invested in me. Thank you very very much deeply from my heart. I am sad whenever I see you sad. I am hurt whenever I see you hurt. You are just like another part of my soul mate mother. I really love you very much. Although you are very fierce to me but I know that you are actually very good to me. I realize why you scold me. I know that you will accept all the things that I am saying in the future once you really understand it. Times will proof everything. Last but not least. I love you very much mother. Not only one mother that I have. I want to thank all the mother that I have :) Everyone ~ Appreciate your mother when she is still in this world. Love from Peggy.

Holiday Holiday and Holiday? Who loves Holiday? Everybody does! Haha~ Even I myself loves it ! Nothing is better than holiday. However too much of holiday is boring sometimes. I myself also do not know what to do during holiday. Trying my best to find things to do. Cleaning house, teaching brother assignments and homework, learn new cooking style! Thats some of my aim during this holiday :D I want to learn how to be a better person! haha! Not learning exactly~ Just improving on myself. I am going to finish up all my storybook. I just got much interest to watch Twilight recently. Found out that the main character Edward was really handsome ~ Haha~

I am definitely going to watch that soon~ although I am so outdated right now about this movie :P hehe~~ I am going to update about my holiday plans soon~ All the best! Love from Peggy ^.^