After finishing my assignment, I feel like wanting to update my blog. Didn't have much time to touch my blog ever since I am starting new semester. Wohoo~ Final semester in my diploma life before entering my internship ^.^ I am looking forward to graduate and also pretty scare. This is because I need to study extremely hard in this final semester because I need to improve my pointer! I need to do that! So Peggy~ You need to study hard. Do what you should do and what you should not do!

My birthday is coming soon :D I am kinda happy and confused actually? Happy is that I am going to be 20 soon~ Confused because I am going to old soon =.= What am I thinking actually??? I ask this question to myself a lot of times. No matter how many times I am thinking I seem can't get the answer. This make me confusing sometimes. Arrgghhhh... I am not going to care about it . Life still have to go on no matter what. Just be happy! That is how I am going to live on. Here..... I am going to show a sneak peak of my birthday cake ! Hahaha....

many thanks to my beloved :P I can't eat that much as I am going on a healthy diet now :X But a day off should be okay for me. A day off doesn't mean I can stuff anything into my dear stomach. I am just going to eat the stuff that I did not eat for some time already :D Hopefully I am going to be in a healthy condition after my healthy diet ends :) I just want a normal body. Not skinny or fat :X My dear bloggie, U know what ??? BIG BANG is going to have their ALIVE TOUR in Malaysia on the 27th October 2012!

I am looking forward to attend this concert! I hope that they are going to release the seating plan as soon as possible! I am waiting every minute for the ticket releasing. But on the other hand I am so scare that it sold out right after the ticket was released!Hopefully the ticket was not sold out for so fast just like Indonesia and Singapore! I want to have some time to think which zone are the best for me! Haha! All the best to VIP Peggy@Malaysia. After finishing my report that need to be due tomorrow, I need to think of ither things that I need to do soon. This weekend... I am going to practice all the type of rope knot again. I need to refresh myself. I know I am kinda slow in this of thing. But I did not give up. I am not going to give up! The rope knot that I need to do is like this.

I know success don't come from sitting down and waiting for it. I am going to do it since we are learning it in a huge group and the number of tutor is so limited. :) In my next post I am going to update on my semester break holiday :P Love from PEGGY :D

After looking at Xiaxue blog today. I look at myself. Plastic surgery? Does that matter to me? I know that there are always different opinion regarding this. I want to look pretty of course. But I ask myself constantly. Do I have the courage to do this? I don't think I have it. I do not want to change anything of myself. I like how she change herself and I respect her for that because its her life. We got no right to control it all. There are a lot of jealous chick in this world that look down at her. I like how she admit herself on all the nosejobs and eye surgery that she had done. As long she likes it then it should be okay. I will try myself to brush up myself and be better from day to day. I love God and my mother for giving me this natural beauty that I posses from her. I admit that I am not a beautiful girl. I just want to be myself. Looking a lot of pretty models taking pictures and post it online constantly reminds me that everyone can be pretty as well. I don't really like those make up or what we called heavy make up in order to be pretty. But I know sometimes we can't avoid it in our life. What to do ? This world is so realistic. Guys only like pretty girls isn't it ? I am glad on how my boy loves me for how I am. I love him for how he is and I know he loves me for myself and not the make up face of me. New semester begin again. There are still some students that are not coming back to Uni. Still in holiday mood I guess. Even I get lazy sometimes but I try my best not to be lazy because I do not want to delay any of my assignments and things that I should do. Alright I am going to off for Sleeping Beauty movie now haha~ Love from Peggy

Today is a tiring day for me but enjoyable. Thanks my dear cousin Vivian for bring me to Sunway Lagoon today :P Its a nice hangout with the rest of you :P ~ The age does not make a difference when we are all playing :P I know I had kinda burn some fasts today at Lagoon XD Screaming around when playing the amusement ride .... I kinda get used to screaming a lot when playing all of this. It was thrilled but enjoyable :) I love all of you. My new semester is coming soon. I have to get ready for so many things. MUET Exam , Internship preparation and also final exam (although is still far but yet not far). I want to graduate with flying color . All the best to me. I am going to update about Hong Kong trip soon! ")

“Nobody deserves your tears, but whoever deserves them will not make you cry.”

Whenever I saw this quote it reminds me of myself. What is sadness? Sadness is an emotional feeling that comes with pain. Everybody is going to experience this feeling several times in their life. No one can ignore from sadness. But do we actually deserve the sadness? Well nobody deserve that but this is something that we cannot avoid in our life. The biggest indication of sadness that we had ever seen is crying isn't it ? I do cry but I learn to control my tears nowadays. I want to be a stronger person that I am always. I want to be an independent person without depending on any other people. I am going to give myself some time and regain my strength again. There are many factors that contribute to my sadness recently. They do not come from a single factor. There are many. I know I am not IRON MAN. I have to endure it no matter what. I will not lose to my very own weakness. I am going to Macau and Hong Kong in 2 days time. I start preparing my luggage already. I just want a nice vacation and forget the sadness that I endure right now. Its too pain. I feel hard to breath deep in my heart. I am crying in my heart. I am not going to cry it out. Let everything be in my heart for the moment. I am going to scream it out when I am going vacation after this 2 days. I want to take a nice rest. I feel tired talking about the same thing again and again. Disappointed and sad. Whats the point of repeating it again? I think there is no use talking because talking too much it will only be crap. I do not want to waste too much of my times doing crap or aka rubbish. I just want to spend up all my regular times doing something that really benefits me. For the next long holiday I want to take up new language class , find a part time job or brush up my English language skills. I do not want to be like now sitting at home doing nothing. I feel lifeless and tired because of sitting too much. Rest too much too will only bring me more tiredness. I want to have energy to do whatever that I like. I know that my mother can gives me money but I also want to have the experience of facing people and of course gain more experience in life. Working experience is extremely important when you are going to apply job in the future. Hwaiting Peggy! I know you can do it~ ^.^

Listening to Ayumi Hamasaki Dearest at the moment. Heart fill with rain splashing. I do not know how to express myself at the moment. Just seem to be a little bit moody at the moment. Am I really a person that is really hard to understand. I think deeply sometimes. Just like a white piece of cloth isn't it ? No answer for everything. What I always wanted? This is one the reason why I need to work really hard to earn money so that I can give myself happiness without considering other people. I am glad that i have the attitude of independent. I hope that there will someone who understand what I wants and what I am thinking sometimes. I do not want to be the person who always speak up my mind. I get tired sometimes. Just like a tired person who came back home after working for super long hours. All the best to myself Peggy. I will somehow figure it out.